Fool to love

 

Of what the true meaning of love might be 

 

Thinking so far ahead of the game that can possibly cross my path

 

I can't stop think about forever because who knows how love can effect you 

 

I'm a fool to think and possibly wish I could have someone like you 

 

For myself atleast 

 

Fool to love , when there's so many tricks and mind hurdles that go along this pathetical description of love 

 

Love is a trick a game that can play with your emotions each step you take 

 

One step into the lions cave and your done 

 

Even forgotten about 

 

That's the thing about love , it changes you.

 

Forms you into this person a human being you never recognized before. 

 

This person who isn't meant to fall for someone who gets you nervous or your heart beating at this unwarily rate 

 

A fool is someone who doesn't quite understand the possible things they do to ruin themselves 

 

I start to understand why I was so grateful to have you 

 

Even if it was just a moment or even a figure of my imagination 

 

Love does something to you, it breaks you. It lifts you up

 

It gives you someone who you can't help but think about 

 

There all you have for the time being 

 

Holding you tight, my fingers softly touching your hair, your laughter fills the air, your minty breath on my skin 

 

The momentums of you I will remember 

 

You sang to me the lovely songs of the momentums of us together  

 

I thought you were my forever 

 

But oh I was so wrong, why should I love someone when the feelings don't reflect 

 

The feelings I thought we had only go one path when it should be both ways 

 

Us working as one  , being the team we use to be 

 

I'm a fool in this game, I should know the game as my career in this game has just started not even close to finishing it quite yet

 

 I thought 

 

 

Love is a passion , it's a common ground that's is as brutal as a battle field 

 

But as lovely as two people just meeting for the first time and somehow connecting on another level 

 

Love I don't know quite what the meaning of love is in my book at least

 

Love is complicated and confusing and I'm not sure what it quite is 

 

But I do know it has something that people fuss about 

 

It involves feelings and emotions that go along with the words I dos and I love you

 

But when the tables turn is everyone meant to fall in love 

 

Are they just supposedly 

 

 meant to meet that one person and just click.

 

They match they calculate. 

 

Like fate they were just meant for each other 

 

It's funny because that never happens in real life 

 

Maybe in fairytales you know with beauty and beast

 

But people especially me  , love is a joke 

 

It's something I've never experienced 

 

Maybe I don't even want to touch it feel it or have it 

 

I don't want the feels the blessings that love has to offer me 

 

Not if it hurts me breaks me and takes everything I have 

 

 

No not ever 

 

Value is what I have 

 

As long as I have some confidence some control 

 

In myself my life 

 

I'll be fine. 

 

Love is such a fools game 

 

It's like loosing it's no more lonely Friday nights 

 

You have two people to think about now 

 

Do you really want that. 

 

Being with someone that bad 

 

Do you need them that badly 

 

Is it worth it 

 

Being Afraid of something so powerful 

 

That's what love is its powerful 

 

It can become a mess with a matter of instance 

 

Love is a loosing game there's no right or wrong 

 

There's heartache and tears 

 

But does anyone really need that pain 

 

No they don't 

 

But love can possibly be there happiness 

 

Their joy 

 

Kindly enough it can 

 

But is love meant for everyone ?

 

It can be but falling in love isn't a choice 

 

It just happens

 

It happens and you go along with it

 

Because that's just the thing you do 

 

You go along with all of the things associated with that love thing 

 

 That love thing being the thing that 

 

Somewhat makes your life 

 

Okay is a sense 

 

The sense that everything's finally in order again 

 

A lined  

 

Once again