Forever

Every time I look around 

I see no one there

And the only thing I think about

Is that I have no power of that

I live my life in lie

Trying to convince myself that I’m alive

But I’m truly dying inside 

With no one else being around 

I can’t give anyone my heart 

Even though I think I want to

That fear tears me always apart 

With no chance of getting through 

I spend my dreamless nights staring at the wall

Only predicting my another fall 

I hope that one day I’ll deserve at least a call

From those I thought they are all

Maybe being alone was just my destiny 

But definitely not my original plan

So I guess I’ll spend another century 

Wondering why I’m to that damned 

So as I’m preparing myself for one of these nights 

With tears running from my eyes 

I think about how many fading lights 

Will be necessary as another signs