Forever Alone

(poems go here) Forever alone even when I'm with a crowd . Don't understand why but its just how it goes down. Homebody ... no I Love to go out; but do people want me with them ... I guess that's a not. They act as if I'm not around, I may not exsist, getting ignored in the GroupMe... I really get pissed. I try to be social but it doesn't really work, I'm just the outsider lookin in.. just wanting to fit in. Not like in a clique nothing like it; but I guess that's not me; I dnt know who I want to be. I just want to belong and not feel like a burden not many ppl understand how it feels to be masked. it's like I'm there but no one cares and I try to be relevant but I'm looked passed like I'm the ugly piece of ass in the room. Is it because I'm fat, not bad or just not cool ... am I meant to be on this earth or should I just die too... it's so hard being me living feeling unfree always wondering .... is it me