Forever fine

You ask me who hurt me
I don't place blame
Because that means you are accepting defeat
I'll never be beat
When they ask how I'm doing
I tell them forever fine
When I'm forever lying
The pain is mine
Pain helps me get though the day
But it hurts at night
No one listens so I write alone
Because I'm the only one who will get it
This plane of mine is forever flown
I'm a house without a home
Life is in a stuck zone
Just carry on