Forget 08/14/2018

i wish I could forget when I first locked eyes with his

I wish I could forget our first kiss

I wish I could forget my first experience with Crystal Meth with him

I wish I could forget the first time he touched me

I wish I could forget waking up to cuddles and kisses

I wish I could forget our song

I wish I could forget seeing him get arrested 

But, then I am conflicted 

I don't want to forget seeing him or kissing him

I don't want to forget us getting high or our first time together

I don't want to forget his "good morning" cuddles and kisses

I don't want to forget him singing our song to me 

And most of all, I don't want to forget seeing him getting arrested

Because I need to remember what type of person he is and what he is capable of

And I really don't want to forget him, he made me happy and gave me some good memories

But, I need to forget him

It's for the best, his and mine

He'll always have a place in my heart and I'll always love him