Forget my Happiness

I'm enveloped in the black abyss of nothingness,

I can see everyone else up on the surface but I'm still stuck below,

here alone, I can see everyone is trying to help me out,

they call my name with an honest smile and hold out their hands,

but I see no hope or purpose, for I am used to this...so called loneliness,

Can I go to the clear happy surface? I want their help and I want to escape,

just to...just to for once feel accepted, yet I feel as if it will all be in vain,

in the end they can't help me, I'm not a fellow human, why should they help me?

I can kill them without remorse! I am apathetic, hence I hold no bonds with humans,

they're so simple minded, I can see right through them,

as if they're just hollow glass figures, I even feel as if I'm far more superior,

alas I don't deserve to be saved. In the end being a psychopath amoungst others,

is a burden I bear alone.