Forgive

Right now I'm eleated and numb I sit at a fire alone Listening to nature's Playlist Finding peace with why I exist You sleep there soundly I worry profoundly Trying hard to escape No trying to rearrange my fate The peaceful slumber That I seek Is hidden from me buried deep Like a moth drawn to a flame I am happy for this exchange My thoughts seem to never end I try to focus on "just pretend" So many issues I didn't mend It's time now let's make amends