forgive

The day i became something, you didn't want me, when i was in my moms whom you didn't want me, you didn't want me you punched and kicked and hurt my mom leaving her with a brusied shut eye; having to go to work in a video store, being pregnant and raising a kid wasn't easy i can only imagine how it felt to not only fear for her safety for my brothers and mine. You didn't stop at my mom, you abused my brother to i wasn't born yet to know you didn't want me. So..... dear dad, no dear MARK, Your the reason why i don't trust, Your the reason why i hate most men, Your the reason why i am a virgin, Your the reason why i don't want a kid, There are a few things i want you to know You never seemed like a good guy so i am glad i never met you. You seem like the dad that would come and go as they please, the kind that would take me out when you wanted to impress your current girlfriend. Mark, Your the reason why the word ASSWHOLE still exist, Your the reason why i don't trust dads, Your the reason why i am afraid of marriage, I am glad we never met, i am glad we never had a father daughter relationship. I know i love you even though you don't and never will want me. I know your married now and THANK GOD you have no other kids, i would feel nothing but sorrow for them. But mostly i forgive you. There will always be a place in my heart for you just like Jesus has for me