Free I Will Be

I love you, but I love myself more.

I adore you, but I adore myself more.

I want someone that is sure about me. 

I want someone that does not cloud my judgement, but respect where I’m coming from.

I want someone that can enjoy me and not only the feeling that I give them.

I want someone who sees me.

I want someone that I can trust.

I want someone that will act accordingly when it comes down to everything I do and DO NOT like.

Yes, I can tolerate a lot, but that does not mean by any means I will continue to allow myself to be chained down. 

I don’t want to be in bondage. I don’t want to be attached, scared to let go. I want to be free. 

Free I will be. 

One of my biggest problems is that I am a people pleaser. I listen and want to see the best in everyone and anybody. But some people are just not good people. Some people are just not people you should be involved with. Some people like being in power, they like having control. I’m like a magnetic force draw me in and I will allow it. But that force needs to be broken and put to rest. That force should not be tolerated. 

Them thoughts? Them thoughts are REAL! You’re not crazy, you know what you want and you know how far you are willing to go to get it.   Don’t be stupid, because you definitely are not stupid, you see the wrong in their doings. You ignore it though. You’re really good at playing dumb, but you know, you see, you observe, and hide them thoughts in the back of your memory. You’re intuitive, the feeling won’t go away until you do something about it. It won’t stop on it’s own. You know what you want! You know what you need to do! So..do it! Let go, be free, because this is not for you. 

Continue to be patient and kind,

Continue to be compassionate and show love, 

Listen to yourself & your intuitive for it doesn’t lie,

Make changes, and be free. 

Free I will be.