#FreeEE

Dear Dimples, 

I miss you…

Do you miss me?

My brain only allows me to remember all the good memories even though I tried to remember the bad ones and move on.

Even though you have only been gone for a few months

it feels like a few years.

I tired to replace you,

recreate our memories with someone else.

But that backfire on me like how you left with out saying goodbye.

I miss our late night arguments and our early morning make-ups;

I miss how much you try to make me mad just to let you know how much I still care.

I miss the crazy names you call me

And the special feeling you give me when I’m talking to you.

I miss everything about you.

I’m mad at myself that I couldn’t even tell you before you left.

I knew you were changing for the better not just for me but also for you.

I knew you were trying to become the man that I needed in life.

I’m sorry that I wasn’t there for you emotional,

 but I was struggling too with my own issues.

Now since your gone I’m getting there.

I’m praying for you everyday and Making sure I won’t forget you so I’m screaming out #FreeEE or your behalf, and

 becoming the person that needs to be alive.

I love you.

I'm scared of losing you.

I'll always be there for you no matter what.

Our relationship is a forever thing and I'll never let anyone mess that up.

I'll never give up on us.

I will always be your tigger, when you need a ball of sunshine ……

I miss you…..

Do you miss me?