Frustration

Though mentally, I am frustrated I calmly remember I'm leaving. I calmly remember my time has been well spent. Through brain aches, body aches, heart aches all strife, I rise to the occasion. My mind is a mess, My car is a wreck, My spirit is nothing more than my mind gaining intellect As I stumble through this last month of the beginning. But I'm patient. I'm willing to mind my own even in the disappointment I see. What friends I've had, What positions I've avoided, What wine I've drank, What cells have I encountered? What fear have I surpassed? But what time have I wasted? No time. For my path is not set by me, but by my Higher Power.