Future Wife

My future Wife, let me tell you how much you mean to me.

We may not have met yet, but as I date until our souls find each other

I see dating as me just preparing for my Future Queen.

As I close my eyes I invision what you look like, the smell of your natural oils, 

The texture of your hair, the smile that lights up

any and every room you enter.

Right now you're somewhere wondering why your relationships fail, or

Does your Mr. Right exist  yes I do exsist but the guys you're

with now see they're not the winners.

They're not the one hand selected by God to be your

forever, they are only to be your lessons.

Love it seems unfair I know, but you must go through them to get to me,

because through those failed relationship is where you will learn

to appreciate your Blessing.

I too am going through the same lessons so please don't you feel alone.

I cope through these broken relationship because I

have learned they were never meant to be my forever home.

When the time comes for us to meet and yes we may bring baggage such 

as children from past relationship, or trauma from past hurt 

but that baggage we will unpack together.

Because now it's time to settle in and settle in with our forever.

Through those failed relationship we've learn what it means to  really fight,

but most of all we've learned to not depend on

a man or woman to make us whole, but for us to totally depend on Christ.

Through Christ Jesus we've have learned what true love really looks like

So I am blessed to  love you forever and share this convenant with Me,God

and you, My Future Wife.