Fuzzy Feeling

When I am with you now I don't get that huge fuzzy feeling I do when I think about you... is that normal... I get it whenever I am hugging you but not just a normal hug no a really hug when you actually hug me back... I get it when ever someone brings you up I get it whenever I think about you or talk about you... but never when I am around you... I know that its not really a bad thing and I know that its just a feeling... but it makes me wonder... what happens whenever you hug me or think of me or if you just see me... is it different for you... I have known for a while that if someone talks about me or if you hear my name you will question them or ask them why they are talking about me... there is just a lot of things I want to tell you a lot of things I want to know but you don't seem to care but I do I want to know why you try to make every girl laugh I want to know why you get jealous by a guy who just sits next to me or talks to me I don't know what you do when you see a guy who makes me laugh I don't know what you do when you see a guy look at me the way I look at you I don't even know if you look at me the way I look at you... Is it bad that I question if you even like me as much as people say you do...