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It's been a whirlwind of emotions with you.

You made out with me on our first date, five months later I held you while you had a drunken panic attack.

That night you told me you were going to marry me. 

Your sleepy slur of words  in a whisper made me freeze, I had never been so scared and excited. 

I saw forever with you but I also saw a messy ending and I am so terrified of how I feel about you.

I drunkenly cried on your shoulder and told you all the secrets in my heart, most of which I don't remember. 

The next night it was your turn to be black out drunk and while you slept, I whispered in your ear 'I love you.'

The six months I've known you have been the strangest and most transition time of my life.