Gaze

Gaze
By natal
Bold gaze...
Inward glazed...
Mind stuck on a page but into another reality I still gaze...
Dam im not real in this reality I'm not really real or am I just the thought in a Gods mind and all around my is just a product of my ill mind...
Shit im sorry I didn't mean to distract you...
Hear my Barz inward clause 
In my mind im looking backwards...
Shit I began to forget nobody can truly understand my lines...
Yet they don't stand under me the sit right next to me on this line...
I'm close to the line...
Im close lined by my rhymes...
Shit there I go again...
Allow me to just watch as inward then out ya mind bends...
She feeds me joy she feeds me pain...
Shit they both one another in the same...
Hu pain like joy to those on this level like me...
Go ahead and slap me ill enjoy the pain best prepare for a heavy feed...
Sorry she popped into my mind again...
Naked we layed and naked me and her swimmed...
I spilled my brain out for her knife to my temple brain on the floor...
I didn't feel anything in her arms I fell and in her arms I opened my doors...
She gazed at me so cold so bold but them gazes just sent shivers to my soul...
I'm so sold on her image shit allow me to feel it...
Dam lost in an image mind just can't forget it...
Go ahead girl take the shirt off...
I'll clean it ...
give me all wat you need to be taken care of ill achieve it... 
Gaze at me hard cold spill silver on my soul...
Gaze at me hard and cold burn your image into my soul...
Your eyes feel good...
Tell me how I look...
Okay baby im done just allow me to write you this book...