Getting better!

I've came a long way since 2016

I'm no longer mean

I have a peace within

makes me never want to make another sin

I always thought my life wouldn't get better 

but now I realized it was shit because we was together

Bipolar is what they said I had

thats false you just made me crazy from how you treated me so bad

I still have flashbacks and trauma 

but that's ok because I'm healing

and you'll get your karma

Most days now i have a real smile on my face

but you gave me ptsd and other days i have to go hide and be alone in my own space

Im slowly becoming myself again 

but im alot more scared of men

im finding my self worth and my beauty like i use to believe

but that was before you came and manipulated me

i am truly crossing that bridge of doubts 

never again will i have to listen to shouts

moving on is what im going to do 

im so done with you

happiness if finally back in my heart

going back to the old me the person from the start

I'm a damn good person i promise i am

i should of never stayed after all the shit i should of ran

but now i'm ready to put it all behind me

look at me! I'm happy can't you see?

smiling, laughing, happiness is in my soul

almost a month of no depression

i'm on a roll

thank you for leaving me behind 

now my life is finally mine!