Getting to know me

I laugh thru pain, I'm silly when I wanna scream, Quiet when I can't figure things out, say i'm ok when really that's not what I mean, I shut my self away from the world when things get hard, I often wish life had a pause, fat forward or restart, shy when I don't know how to express myself, I aim for success and one day wealth, I block out things that don't mean me no good, say whatever quick when things don't go the way I feel like they should, I do to much for people mainly the ones who wouldn't do the same for me, I salute the ones who took the time out to try and understand difficult me, I forget about the ones who gave up their lost they missed out on the amazing person I can be