the girl i wants knew

I look in the mirror of this fiqure I thought I would realize a body that doesn't look familiar or has no disquise yet I see an apearance she talks like a alien and walks like one too this cant be who I think it could be cold as ice and think like a moron would this be true maybe im hallucinating or just have no clue contemplating on who she is a thought poped in my head this is really me! I think like an adult not like a child im cold as ice because I wont smile im not hallucinating I just didn't want to belive maybe this is who im destant to be im an adult and this is true I have to except that this girl is who I wants knew