give me all your LSD/ lithium or moralizes??? how do YOU plea???/ how i learned how to love burns from smokers/ are you a homosexual?/neospace goverment!!!!!!!!!!/fingernails are on my kitchen counter/ sorry christians and moral supporters

I will return to the dead sea as soon as I turn 23 to give it all my hopes and dreams that I've confiscated to remember since I was 8. All I remember now is that I wish to become nothing like the eyes that haunt me in the corners of my eyes and that people swear are not real. I wish to become the girl in all the books I read, but instead, I am slowly becoming the person in my cracked bathroom mirror. Will I become the nobody I wished to become, or just a loose fragment of myself?