Give up or back up

Shoud i just give up or backup!? Should i just let her be? Set her free? There's nothing that compares to she. Everything about her makes me the person i wana be. Shes perfect in my eyes and no one is wearing a disguise. Everything before me and all that i see. A wanted family that i want in and be. A father or a daddy. A Tristan or a man but do everything that i can. I dont only want you i dont only love you. I dont only love them and i dont only want them. I knew you were a package deal from the day i came over to your place and i knew from day one that you're not a waste of space. You're an amazing woman an amazing mother and hopefully one day my amazing wife.