Glimps inside

Hands shaking, clammy to the touch Mind racing... Reach for a little, not to much Couple more mins I'll feel the rush Problems masked now I'm ok All those worries gone away Reminiscing on the times when everything was good. Took it all for granted, wish I could have only understood Those "though" days back then, now seem like a breeze Only memories to this day that keep me from falling to my knees But everytime in pick up.. They fade little by little Common sense says to stop, but I can't it's not that simple. Could try to explain tell im blue But it's impossible to understand something you've never been through Think what you want, say what you must Your just giving me more reason not to trust Open your eyes... It's deeper then you see Day after day these deamons antagonize me Lazy to you.. Can't see the battles inside Doing my best trying to survive Waking up just to numb myself to keep me alive Disappointment in your eyes don't think I don't see Never intended to hurt u I just can't leave it be