Go Away

"Go Away", I'd always say "I'm okay", I'd mumble "I've gotten better", I lie "I'm just cold", I sometimes mutter But I'm really left wondering what demons live inside my head I hate myself and the mirror brings tears Noone can save me, that's what I tell myself With my head hung low I can't explain my mysterious pain It comes on so fast, how long will it last My body is trembling And my hands start to shake I feel so helpless to these horrible aches I can't stand to feel this way another day But if I were gone what would you do "You are welcome" were the first words On my note of my shattered worlds "When I'm gone, will you all celebrate... Anything is better than living in hate... In the dead of night is when I cry and scream... Because some things just shouldn't be seen" Someone please help me I'm down on my knees I'm so scared and I feel helpless I hope no one else can see I'm so low and don't know where to go But I'll try again To explain my mysterious pain