God, I want...

I want a love that's meant to last. I found this with you. A bond meant to grow. I've captured this moment with you. A happiness that's destined with purpose. A truth no lie can destroy. I want a peace that only restores my doubt. A thrill meant to fill pain. I want a heart that endures the good and only the good. I want it to beat like a drum. Rom Pum Pum Pum. And the closer I get to you..I want it to beat slower and slower. But when it stops, I want you to be strong. I want my love to remain in your heart as my soul fades with the wind. I want life to be amazing. No matter how far you go..my spirit us with you. No matter how close you become...my heart is attached to you. I'm not sure where..or how..but I'm aware of why. Why we chose eachother. Why I care as much as you do. I'm even aware of why I'm in love with you. You contribute to my happiness and seem to take the wheel to make me hapy in full force. But I'm afraid. Afraid of losing you. Afraid that my wrong doing will cause great disappointment in your eyes. But because you love me, I know I am forgiven. Only God can turn a mess into a message, test into testimony, trial into triumph, and victim into victory. And with that being said, I know when I'm with you..I'm covered.