God Knows

God knows I've been trying To get you out of my head To stop with all the crying And forget about what’s been said I know I've made mistakes That I would like to fix somehow But I guess there’s no use in trying To think about them now I've put you through so much More than I myself can take But I didn't see another way out It was my biggest mistake Sometimes I wish I didn't ‘like’ you That would certainly make this easier But I guess I can’t change how I feel I just gotta get busier Now I have to replace you Fall in love with something else But is that possible? Can I do it? This whole thing just feels like hell I never meant to hurt you Never meant to say goodbye I think of you when I close my eyes And every time I cry I will always miss you Miss your smile, your laugh, your eyes I’ll never forget to remember you When I lay awake at night You were there for me when I needed you There for me when I cried You told me things I needed to hear Even if I thought it was a lie You were the one that believed in me You had the faith that I didn't You showed me who I really am You saw in me what I couldn't No words would ever be sufficient No words would ever be enough To tell you thank you for loving me When my life got rough I will never forget you For as long as I’m alive You will forever be my little brother Even if we said goodbye