God my Glorious Creator

Who have I become someone numb Yet I see you with eyes of clarity Why can I not find myself but always find you Words so simple and true complexity doom How do I ride myself of the anger that consumes Am I the only person jealousy entombs What must I do to truly walk with you Your comfort and presents is all I crave The world is mine ours yours but I feel enslaved I call upon you to some me from my own selfish ways Take away my control and continue to make me whole I walk in the darkness knowing you are the light I seek I'm missing a concept and can't seem to get my mind right I strive to learn the way of you keep me strong and wise So I will see thru I want you in my life not for me but for you A heart so pure and true as you can see right thru me You must know how much I long for home with you my hear screams You hear me I know you will only allow me to endure when I fully devote to you