God? Priority?

God? No thanks, I would rather do something more important. Now you wonder I just committed a slander, More abound, wait for it. Ignoring little leadings,we say dad is forgiving, Wanting to make a decision,we say dad is all I'm needing I still am wondering if God is just a thing to call upon when needed To be discarded when satisfied. I still am wondering why going to His presence has become conditional, He no longer is the only option, Just one of the options. Searching out creation story on google, When you could consult the creator of creation Himself. At salvation, promise made was to serve Him, But,who is actually serving who? Oh! Yeah!you are of service in the church, How could I forget that? But listen, more than the W-O-R-K, there's the W-A-L-K We received the spirit of adoption to cry Abba father, But selah, we don't even whisper it. Yet His favours, we want it! His blessings, we claim it! His annointing,we covet it! One thing I know, Dad isn't desperate, helpless or spineless, Love made Him this way He is independent, we are not He can do without no man,we can't do without that dad, Purpose unravelled, clarity revealed, only ,listen, only in God. Believers!its high time you and I rose to that point , Where love for God is intense, sincere and magnifcent, In fact, greater than how water is panted after by the deer, Where His presence is made of first essence, That we can tye tribetize all the way and truly say (Sings) "Tell me, what can I do,cos I can't live without you, I can't live without you now,oh dad"