God why

#POETRY Title : God why Dear God why u had to give me parent's addicted to drugs Why u gave me death that runs in my blood Why couldn't I Have a family Why we had to split up Why I have 3 brothers But only know one Why I became the black sheep Why was my home the streets Why I had to struggle Defend for myself Why I was never taught Why I had to learn it myself Why couldn't I accept The hands that feed me Why I had to bite the hands that feed me Why did I have to become a man at a young age Why I never had a childhood Why do I act out of rage Why do I endanger my livelihood Why do I have to write To say these words Why am I so numb Why u had to damage My nerves Why do my mistakes Cost me happiness Why do u listen to me When all I do is sin Why is the darkness so comfortable Why I allwayz lose Why can't I win I know u Hear Me And In due time u will tell But wut if I can't wait Wut if it's to late Wut if my thaughts cause a reaction to see you face to face I have many questions U have all the answers God why ?.............