god why

God, 

what the fuck erry time i need you

your never there

i pray every time im depressed erry time u take my family away

Man fuck this praying shit ive been trying so damn hard not to give up

but you stay taking forver to answer me my mom says ur never gonna answer me

since im walking with the devil but man fuck you i aint a devil worshipper

ive never seen u in my goddamn life how tf am i supposed to know that ur good

like what the fuck is wrong with  you god  why

would you be great if u made a devil worshipping world i never want to get it

People say god does things on his own time

what the fuck did u know jesus is black and that racist white people just painted it

and changed him into white thats how i know that this is fake man fuck my fate

this has to be a big fat lie yea  i said what are you finna do my life already is hell

my mom started searching for foster homes to put me in then she had the nerve to say

that she stopped searching man everything in the bible needs to be erased fuck jesus fuck church

i dont believe i know this is gonna be a sin but u put everything bad in my life

man ur making people i care about constantly suffer i hate you for that 

if u are real then give me advice come into my life and help me guide me 

i still get taunted nightmares of hearing me screaming and crying when that fucking boy 

cut up my throat and my pussy had  me bleeding had me crying and in so much pain

yea my depression got cured that day cause i could never feel more pain than that

day i was locked in that room damn

AMEN! yk who tf i am