God's Teardrops
A tiny raindrop fell on my left cheek as I walked
It slid down my cheek, my own personal teardrop
It was as if God knew I felt like crying and he was helping me get started
I didn't need his help
I know how to cry
I know how to cry in plain sight
I know how to cry silently
I know how to cry loudly
I know how to cry big tears
Tears of hate
Tears of anger
Tears of lonliness
Tears of knowing I missed my chance
Tears of knowing I'm broken
Little pieces of me have been chipped away
Pieces I may never get back
I see the world smiling around me
I see the world happy without me
I retreat to my corner
I bring my legs close to my chest and out myhead down
I hide
I cry
The world does not see
I'm afraid to let them
They won't like what they see
I don't, so how could they?
I don't need God's tearsdrops to fall on my cheek
I have enough of my own