Gods Weakest Soldier?

Sometimes my head kills me. Sometimes I wonder how hard it will actually be. If god has sent me here to fail miserably , I sure hope he loves me when i cry hopelessly . If god would rather me succeed. . I sure hope hes planning to intervene. I hope he extends his arm I hope he frees me from harm. I hope he heals my sickness within. I hope he teaches me how to be more like him. Cause today i cried hopelessly, I was classified as everything i dont want to be. I sure do hope he watches over me, And cures me from these migraines and this sensitive heart. Im not perfect, I make many mistakes.. but only my father knows the pain within my heart. Only my father has helped me carry my burdens from the start. My name is magali, and sometimes my head hurts, sometimes my heart aches. . And sometimes my soul gets tired.