~Going Crazy Maybe?~

I'm sitting in this chair.
My face is in the direction of the dark.
I have the blade in my hand.
My blood is dripping to the floor.
(Going crazy maybe?)

Your a little to late.
You cant save me!
You can try! Good luck!
Need help? Need the blade?
(Going crazy maybe?)

What do you know about being me?
Walk in my shoes for once!
One day you will see! Or not!
Knife in my back! Bullet to my heart!
Blade to my wrists!
(Going crazy maybe?)

Where were you when I needed you?
You weren't there!
Instead you were f***ing my best friend!
Now baby! Wheres your manners?
(Going crazy maybe?)

I don't give a f*** what you thing about me!
I will raise this roof!
I will do the impossible!
I will achieve my goals through my writing!
Nothing is stopping me!
Except you!
(Going crazy maybe?)

Sweet heart I'm sorry if you don't like
These words on this paper!
I cant lie now! can I?
Its the truth! I stand alone!
I paint an image to society!
So hate me if you choose!
(Going crazy maybe?)

I am loved by few and i am hated by many!
Judge me by the lyrics I write or the lyrics you have read!
Judge me by the appearance I make!
But don't judge me by my mistakes I have made!
(Going crazy maybe?)

You said you loved me dear!
That's a great lie that you have told!
Its funny! I have said the same!
(Going crazy maybe?)

Take your hands off me! I'm not yours anymore!
You will get what you deserve!
Pack your bags, your out!
Strike three YOUR OUT!!
(Going crazy maybe?)

I live and die for my writing!
I write for justice!
I write for freedom!
I write for my religion and beliefs!
I write for me!
(Going crazy maybe?)

I fight back for justice!
I fight back for my freedom!
I fight back because I'm not scared!
I fight back for me and I fight back through my writing!
(Going crazy maybe?)

Am I? Am I going crazy?
Am I loosing my magical touch?
Am I loosing my secret behind this pen to paper?
(Going crazy maybe?)

I'm loosing my touch!
I have proven my point right here, right now!
F*** the haters that hate me!
F*** the non believers that doubted my ability to succeed!
I stand up! I stand tall! And I will fight for what I love!
(Going crazy maybe?)

These are my last words on this paper!
So listen carefully and think very hard!

Am I going crazy?
(Maybe!)