Going through the changes

The fact is my life has became to complicated to explain so if I sit bak n say wats on my mind I'll need more than a second Bc I'm hours pass time I don't have any word or line to rhyme just strait up truth I bit da apple from da forbidden tree n I to had became ungodly a person who not but through da mirror wen I view is me it hard to determine where did fall Bc dis apple didn't fall far from it tree I tried to hold on as tight as I could but it was my time to let go of a broken branch if I would have stay my life would have been poison n I would of grew old faster by age my appearance is not wat I longed for so I'm fill wit lust as a curse slowly I'm dying from thirst for I use poetry foam but my words is all I got to show u how mess up n how lil time I got so I'm off to sign away my soul Bc I'm forever in da mist of a story untold so look at my appearance n slowly turn da pages Bc dis is my life story n I'm going through da changes