Gone

Last words ever said was "See you next time"

How come no one told me there is no next time

I act like now your gone for good that I am fine

But really I am just putting up a lie

It kills me to know you not coming back

I held onto that next time for so long

I thought you would come back

Now I feel like my heart has been attaked

And bieng able to trust I now lack

I saw you at 13

You wished me a Happy Birthday

I am 15

My birthday passed and no word 

Still thinking of you to this day

I know your still alive

somewhere out there

You wished my sister a happy birthday 

A month before mine

What has happened between that time

2 years Mom

Havent even showed your face

Havent even texted saying your okay

I am tired of thinking about you every day

When you arent even doing the same

A mother is suppose to worry about her kids

But I dont see you doing that

All you worry about is getting a guys kiss

I am done with this

Your gone and its my time to heal

But room in my mind you steal

Let me move on tell me your okay

So I can look you in the face

and say I am done with you

Give me the chance to be done

And you can still go out and have your fun