Good Girl, Bad Girl, Good Girl, Sad Girl

be a good girl. 

don't be consumed with jealousy with he looks at her. 

don't let the bitter vinew creep up to your heart, twisting, and crushing your soul.

don't walk away. 

don't get too close. 

continue being friends. 

yes. 

it's fine if he likes her more than me. 

no. 

it's fine if i am left with no one in the end. 

no, yes. 

there's so many rules on how to deal with your best friends liking each other, but where are the rules for a breaking -- broken heart. 

be a good girl, they say.

be a good girl, i will stay. 

no one will care about the good girl in the end. 

her mental health slowbly crumbling to ashes that she breathes in as an emergency supply of air whenever it hurts.

no one cares about the good girl.

the steadiness.

the loyal warmth.

the relentless unconditional love. 

forever and always. 

be a good girl. 

but, 

there's no one to care about the good girl when she goes away. 

he won't care. 

she won't care. 

too cauht up in their romance to care about her. 

the good girl. 

the sad girl. 

don't alienate. 

be a good girl and cry. 

be sad alone, 

good girl. 

good girl; good girl. 

becomes a 

bad girl; bad girl. 

becomes a bitch, bitch. 

because it hurts too much to be a good girl good girl. 

they hate her now. 

because she couldn't keep her depression, 

her consuming anxiety to herself. 

because she was an inconvenience. 

good girl good girl, 

becomes lonely. 

she's no longer a good girl good girl, 

because no one gives a shit about a bitch.