Goodbye

The Divide 
Between what I am 
And what they see 
Is certain 
I am certain 
that this will 
not stop, 
that I am not 
okay 
That they do 
not see beyond
what I say 
And how I act 
That the solution 
is impossible to find
That I am falling 
That I am drifting
How could I be
saved 
Will I let myself 
drown
Empty threats 
Empty promises 
I stand alone 
Always waiting 
Always wanting 
I do not know 
what this is 
If it is the end 
or...
If it is the start 
of a new way 
of life 
A page that I 
do or do not 
want to turn 
Unknown 
to me is how 
I will be 
Unknown to 
them is what 
they can't see 
So I stand 
conflicted 
With one foot on 
And one foot over 
The cliff 
The bridge 
The boundary 
between life 
and death 
This is where 
I stand 
I stand where 
you can't find 
me 
Where I cannot 
be reached 
Don't reach for 
my touch 
My reaction 
will not be 
amicable 
I hide 
I Jump
I Say 
Goodbye.