Goodbye

Hard to explain this animosity rushing through my vain all I know is that this blood is gathering in my brain and making my emotion spread all over the place it real difficult to injure fact and face them still to this day trying not to say fuk it but my attitude is not use to it making no sense it all al blur eyes water up tear turn to sorrow and hopelessness by every drop I take a deep breath count 1..2..3..4..5.. Another breath 6..7..8..9..10 when I close my eye I imagine myself sane without all the mess on between as I grow life get hard on my own is what I'm feeling ignoring ppl who help me which make me lonely all I can say at the end of my ram page is I'm trully sorry that my ignorance lead to the destruction of me myself and I so goodbye