Goodbye for the last time

I say goodbye for the last time , elevens finished this is the last rhyme , wished away past times , but times over , if tomorrow nevet comes then tonight , Ill die sober with a clear mind , When you talk all i hear`s rhyme , Heres a clear line between us dont cross it , if you had my life would you swap it ? I dont know if i should , but i would if i could , cos aint shit really changed since i moved back to the hood , and thats including me , my lifes like a movie scene, Theres no happy ending . Its pure drama, Put blood ,sweat ,and tears into beibg a good father , I hope they recognise , thier mum always tryna strrss a guy, Then ask me D , why you gettin high , ? but i probably smoke it till the death of me , Funny how you loved someone so much , but then they turned into the enemy , I inhale this stress with every single breath of me, Then turn to this pen , And exhale with pure clarity , When them.tears roll my face, you know its real pain bro , But the devil inside me 'll twist you up like a cane row i cant help it , Like the seas rising or the ice melting, shooting stars .getting hit by a movibg car , I aint tryna be no movie star , although my kids look up to me , Im the tallest building , i never seen love, Till i was looking at all my children , the realest thing iv ever wrote , Deep from inside my soul , And on the way out , it has to pass through my heart of gold , So how much more shit iv gotta take ? ; size of the J that im rollin up would make these brothers sufficate , it must be fate , Im dodging bullets but they keep sprayin, Nobodys listening but mum keeps prayin , M** i keep sayin , but i was born and raised here, And ill die no playin ,