Grandpa

WHY....

WHY..

did you leave 

was it me

self harm hit me like ice 

when you felt 

i was lost 

daily life cuttting myself 

i was broken 

tears in my eyes everyday 

day by day depression 

suicidial thoughts going through my head 

"im not strong enough"

but its ok

i know you are okay

your in heaven 

now...

your not suffering anymore

your not sick 

your in in pain

god had to take you for a reason

to free you from sickness

im glad your okay 

but......

i still misss you