Gray stare

A snap! the color flutters the air 

Lights go out,

And now I lifelessly stare.

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A second ago urging for sleep

Your shifted attention 

Awake…..I went in too deep.

 Now absent and torn 

…... Grey …….. It creeps.

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Fleeing the scene to process my storm 

The battle inside, goes silent

All the color no more.

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Eyes like glass distilled so clear

Trying to flush 

Unwanted solitude,

 He is now here. 

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 My vehemence is taken,

Thrown out the door. 

Solitude stops me,

And states “you shall feel no more”.

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 Conclusion of loss protrudes my mind 

The clouds, this void?

its Grey,  

 standing behind.

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Reminding me

That No color shall reach my eyes.

As long as you stand, 

You may no longer feel inside.

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Returning back, where Grey stained my head.

I lie down,

I turn over and ask you, to put it

to an end.