Great mistakes

Dear Mr.Nobody, As complicated and complex as your are I still fell for you and your quirky charm. As much as I wanted to be with you the feelings only lasted long enough to get me attached and leave me confused. You probably won't understand this but I’ve been trying to tell you for a while. You are too complacent and unyielding. You are a sponge soaking up all the energy around you but unwilling to reveal anything about yourself behind your facade. I am your drug of choice, your multi-faceted joy. I knew that I would hurt you letting you go but I also knew that you didn’t understand me enough to truly love me. It's been months but if I am reminded of you I bask in the memories of what use to be. I know I wouldn’t have made a different decision if given the choice but I wish things were different for us. I wish you really picked up the queues in my words, heard my hearts desires from the tone of my voice, and reminded me how much you cared for me. I sit and wonder now, was it all just a daily routine? Were you just used to having me there? Were you going through something that I couldn’t see? Why couldn’t you just talk to me? Oh, how frustrating you were, are, and forever will be. I am writing this as a form of letting go. Right now I need more separation from you. I am leaving soon, after I leave I hope that I only remember fond memories of you. Sincerely, Never Again