Grey Skies

Do my darkest days really bring forth light?

Where I barely see a future for myself anymore.

I just want to live without pain,

but everyday my heart is in strain,

more and more and more until suddenly it disappears.

Without my heart how can I live.

I need to fight for it because if I dont,

I'll just be stuck.

Stuck in a world that tries to present peace but demostrates the opposite.

So I ask is there really a future for me?

Is it my destiny to live in a heartless world loving all,

even thought they are incapable of loving me?

Will my dark days bring forth light,

upon my troubled soul,

or will it just bring more darkness?