grief

Still feels like it's all a nightmare

Since that my heart broke in little pieces

I could never forget those horrible news.

I feel your absence through my days

How can I ever be the same?

On that afternoon I felt defeated

No one ever told me that grief felt more like fear

Oh! Dear dad, don’t ask me how I am doing

As you won’t like as I may say

And this is not God's will

If he knew how much pain I really am

My soul is dark as the bottom of the ocean

Drowning through all the memories

Can’ t you see all the pain I am in?

I can’t just let you go

I need to learn how to survive without you

But is that even possible?