grievance

2 days

I was at my worst

all the life inside of me 

started to disperse 

left me with nothing

nothing at all.

you were my everything

and then you made yourself

turn to nothing

you took your beautiful blue eyes

and turned them dark as night

then I heard 

that you are alive

oh my god

you really gave me a fright

they said 

i look like a corpse

they said

i look more depressed than anyone they've ever seen .

this is what you did

this is what you do to me.

I cannot live without you

why cant you just fucking see