Growing Up

Unlike most families, my childhood was tough 

My oldest brother got none of the luck

Seeing him struggle

Without a glimmer of hope 

Provided me with the internal fight, worse than most 

We were inseperable 

Two peas in a pod 

But his diagnosis didn't care at all 

Sometimes his mind liked to wonder 

Through a sea of endless sky reflecting aganst the ocean blue 

How I wish I could of helped you