Growth

I'm trying to grow into a new me 

The day we'd end I thought I'd never see 

But silly tried to make it work when clearly we're through 

Because I knew in the end I'd wind up missing you 

But still I yearn to grow 

So I try to address you with pure maturity but your appreciation doesn't show

Why does it have to be ALL or NOTHING 

I know our relationship is gone, but that doesn't explain why our friendship is dying 

With everyday that we grow apart 

It's another jab to my caring heart 

But still I try to grow 

Now all contact is lost and gone 

Now loneliness has found a permanent home 

Is this really progress shown ? 

Or is the growth in 
admitting I was wrong ?