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Explain to me the difference between a house and a home,

I've tried all alone but only to find it's not in my bones,

I'm deep,

Deeply lost, 

Deeply sorry,

Sorry for what I am,

Sorry for what I do,

If change was as easy as it sounds,

I wouldn't be staying up til 2 AM trying to recreate these sounds,

One thing,

All i want to change is the direction of my momentum,

Because work is hard and doesn't pay,

And the gut feeling of feeling like I got a gut is long gone,

In the end of a long night all I recreate is a somber song, 

One of could haves and should haves,

Would I or Could I, 

It makes us listen differently,

Humans are simple, but are lives are complex,

To simply put it,

We would like to think change is as easy as doing, 

but what if doing is something we couldn't,

 

 

 

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