'Hallucinations'

Seeing the birds fly People passing by Kids running Cheerful atmosphere Your body shivering with cold And a friend passes by just to offer food When u are in need of company but your heart is so saddened that you don't want to speak U just keep looking at those birds and imagine a hug. Sometimes I just get so caught up in my thoughts that it gets tough to get out I feel like someone's dragging me on floor And my whole blood is drained My clothes are torned My muscles get tightened and my mouth gets zipped up This strange feelings Take me to another world where it's all dark And my soul feels burdened with too much work and relations My head gets heavy and I just feel so dizzy That I trip and trip and trip and then finally fall onto the ground that eats up my whole body And only my hand is left on the ground. Such weird hallucinations haunt me everyday But I have fallen in love with them rather then being afraid cause they for a moment bring solitude to me.