Happy

Fri, 06/27/2014 - 13:47 -- Talia_k

I find reasons to love you, I find reasons not to love you.

But my heart, fortunately, it doesn't have a brain.

It only understands the smiles and tears.

It finds sense in touches and looks.

It doesn't believe in punishment because your pain,

Is ITS pain.

And your happiness, is MY happiness and fulfillment.

The lie, it terrifies it.

It wants you and looks for you.

Because in this life, you are its only true friend.

If I won't find it in your heart,

I won't look for happiness in any other place.

To love means to give

And all i want in this world is to give you the happiness

You deserve.

Cause as the sun brings warmth and light,

You brought the love and happiness into my life

And you have made my world a paradise.

Happy is a word that I can finally utter.

This heart has been broken a thousand times,

Ripped, peeled, stepped on, aflame.

And somehow it managed to beat love again.

The soul of his body came in contact

With this heart

And as he replaces the sadness within it,

A warmth i never felt before he brings.

And I feel like I'm shining like i never did before

Standing on top of the world yelling FINALLY

Because I am a word called happy.

I just want to experience the realness of his heart.

To breathe in his pain and hope to exhale

Tranquility for him.

I want to leak out my emotions,

But I don't know how to express it.

It's a feeling that I've never felt,

And I love it so much that I don't ever want it

To end.

This is it.

This is what the hype is all about.

I frowned upon the word love, thinking that it was just

A myth.

Just a filler, excuse for something yet be.

But this love, oh this love is

Undefined.

And I'd like it to stay that way.

I can never feel emotionless

Because I'm finally happy.

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