Happy Birthday

An uncontrolable urge A mourning desire Placed in my four chambers Burning with intensity of candle fire It's a mystery to what drives man To do the things we are capable of doing Pushing bounderies and breaking walls Just to see the figure down the dimmed hall But you've turned me mad, you've turned me insane I'm not a destroyer, I don't want pain I want to be invited on the other side Take my hand Let me come in and stay Possibilities are endless but reality is not Though two seperate, something is left behind Look back and remember on what it was Let it not escape and ask what was Memories are forgotten, erased from time But their are certain things that will help you engrave them Scarr them into your heart Let this be one of them, make it yours and mine Not everything that was written will be read But in your head will lay the significance everyday Like my little star, my queen of the sea The mother of a spanish moon What I thought be green was really My princess in an ivory dress, my everything to be This is more of a remembrance rather than a reminder Tripping me as I walk, on roof tops screaming like hawks Listening as you sing SCREAM, watching you eat like a pig Getting attacked by the tickle monster, hearing your plea Newer stories to tell while drinking tea It's all there and let it not be taken away It's yours to keep Need not remember the body, but remember the reason How the time spent, not on the expense It would be madness, it would be treason! If a hole filled your space Leaving a gap with with your name and no reason You say people might fade away This is true, people go their way But why do I try so hard to show you the wrongth in your words People come and go, but we're both too strong I won't let you get away Almost two decades have passed since you've blessed this earth And let's thank god for the woman that gave you birth For today is your day, let it be herd And if there's anything else in Gods green earth That you wish you had Ask me and I'll get it No matter how hard I'll try This is your morning, your night Your hello and goodbye Your time and place Your memory Your experience free Your gift from me Happy birthday angel to be