Hard

Why is it so hard to talk to you? We’re friends! Shouldn’t we be able to talk about anything? Why is it so hard to say “I love you”? I do to all of my other friends! So why is it so difficult with you? Why is it so hard to make you see that I’m in love with you? Am I not leaving enough hints? You said yourself that it was obvious. So what’s the problem? What am I doing wrong?! Why won’t you love me like I love you? Haa, maybe you do. Maybe you do and I’m just too blind in my own insecurity to see it. But then, why don’t you make your move? Why do I have to be the one to initiate everything? Why. Can’t. You. Just. Say. You. Love. Me.? Why is it so hard?